200th

 This is my 200th blog post this year! Yeah, this has become part of my routine now. I now feel compelled to write something each day. Anything really. Random ramblings and whatnot. It has helped me greatly to manage what I'm feeling. Especially this year, an unforgettable year. November is about to end and less than 40 days before Christmas. I still get anxious from time to time. I get paranoid still. I can't help it. I just pour my attention to work or distract myself with entertaining stuff. But I don't live in denial of course. You can't escape reality and you just have to deal with a lot of stuff head-on. It's just the way it needs to be.