Friday, March 31, 2023


 So this weekend will be about working on this new project we have from a new client. It's a bit rush because Holy Week coming up so just 3 days of work but we will work things out. I previewed the show already and it's quite interesting and something new for me!

Thursday, March 30, 2023


 It's mediocre but since it hasn't happened in a long time - or perhaps in this case ever  - it left. But one needs to control before it goes beyond measure. But one wonders about the things missing. Something ordinary or nothing special became a bigger deal than it should be just because there's really nothing to compare. Just what one pictures in the mind 

Wednesday, March 29, 2023


Facing another recurring event again that's stressing me out as always. I do know eventually they do go away but I wish it doesn't happen often, if not at all. But I know realistically speaking it just won't. Somehow, I do wish that if these things regularly happen maybe my other fear would go away too. I would exchange for this recurring source of stress if that fear will not come to fruition. 

Tuesday, March 28, 2023


 Another day of working really hard but really not complaining. I'm grateful. It gives me something to focus on and helps me avoid going deep down into my thoughts - my unpleasant thoughts. I get immersed to a world far away from me. Sometimes a world I live in. But for now I'm fine making my adaptation to those worlds. 

Monday, March 27, 2023


 The hot weather is here again and the heat is just different this time. Soul sucking and legit health hazard. With that, I worry about things that could be a result of this weather. I hope it won't happen again but I'm scared. Perpetually. 

Sunday, March 26, 2023


 I finished it! The last pending I have this week! I did it! It was so challenging but glad I was able to do so. I still have a lot of things to do next but I think it's more manageable than the tough week I had. But you see even if it was so challenging, I loved what I do so it wasn't that horrible but yesterday I did procrastinate. I could have finished this thing way earlier if I didn't get lazy at some point yesterday! But well glad I pulled myself together to make thing work today. 

Saturday, March 25, 2023

One Left

 Finished all the other pending matters and only have one left to finish until tomorrow! What a challenging week it was and surviving so far. I just need to finish this thing so I can check it off my list. I still have a full week ahead but not as LOADED as this week was!

Friday, March 24, 2023


 Just found out my college classmate is confined in the hospital due to brain aneurysm. I found about it when another classmate tagged me on a post from his family asking for financial help through Gcash. It reminded me of course during the time I had to do this as well to ask for help online from friends. When you are in such a difficult time, you don't feel embarrassed anymore. I sent help and really praying hard for his recovery. He is my age and it really gave me a scare as well. 

Thursday, March 23, 2023

One down!

I was able to finish one task, more to go! It was a little later than I intended to but still not on the danger zone so to speak. I still have a long to-do list and I think there are more coming as well but hey still a good thing. I always want to be busy and here it is!

Wednesday, March 22, 2023

Page 17

The goal was semi-accomplished today! I still have a lot of things to finish in what like four days! But hey gotta roll with it. I can do this! It's such a challenging week and the biggest fight of them all is me really. There were just too many factors preventing me from doing my full capacity. Hopefully, tomorrow I get things right!

Tuesday, March 21, 2023


 Not a good start of the day when unnecessary whining is what you face on. The bad thing is there no amount of talking it through will result to realization that bringing in bad vides in the morning is not a good thing at all. Life isn't life fiction where you could give a heartwrenching speech and people magically change. They never do. You just endure

Monday, March 20, 2023

Heat is On

 Summer is here and I don't really like the heat but what can we do right? Electricity bill will blow up for sure so another concern of mine these days but oh well there are far worst problems and this is something manageable and controllable. 

Sunday, March 19, 2023


 Looking ahead, another tight week for me with so many things I need to juggle! I gotta admit I'm biting more than I can chew! But hey I can do it, just need to balance everything out and prioritize! Again, this is the kind of preoccupation I need to take my mind off those thoughts tormenting me from time to time.

Saturday, March 18, 2023


 I'm now using a bigger external monitor which is really my nephew's but he had me use it for now because his desktop computer is broken and he is using a laptop for now. I kinda like having this big screen but my workspace at home is quite limited I needed to do some maneuvering to make it work. I've been working on a dubbing script all day but this big screen needs to be used for streaming a movie/show soon!

Friday, March 17, 2023


Those fears are nagging me from time to time again. Good thing I have a lot of work to do lately so I don't dwell on it. But it's hard having this constant feat. I need to remind myself each day to take one day at a time. Face now, cherish the present.

Thursday, March 16, 2023


 Just finished working on the dubbing script of a new animated dubbing project! It's just 12 minutes but I worked on it for nearly four hours. I want it to be detailed as this will be the first episode so it will be used as a reference. It's quite tiring but when I'm into something I really focus 100%. I want it to be as efficient as possible!

Wednesday, March 15, 2023


 Earlier a dubbing director approached me to say thank you because the 1st episode dubbing script I did for his project really helped them to have a smooth production. I'm not gonna lie, getting complimented is a nice feeling. It's a morale boost and just makes me want to strive even more.

Tuesday, March 14, 2023


 I just finished working hard for this task that will technically not benefit me personally but has a bigger meaning. Glad to do it even if it's quite tiring at times but I do feel happy because I am at a point where I can be confident enough to make suggestions to others based on the knowledge  I earned over the years.

Monday, March 13, 2023


 They are fragile. Never be complacent. It could be exhausting but gotta stay alert all the time. Still hoping the worst ain't happening. But I guess managing it for now maybe could help. But I don't know, I maybe fooling myself in the end. Hear my prayers please.

Sunday, March 12, 2023


 I pulled it off! All the things I needed to accomplish this weekend, I did it all! I still have a lot of things to do next week but it's a little lighter I guess or there's less pressure? The list is still long but I can manage to do this as long as my focus energy really. There's still distraction here and there but genuinely liking what I do really helps!

Saturday, March 11, 2023


 So I finished working on two tasks today while doing some family errands in between. So yeah what a day I guess!  But glad to be able to pull it off. Tomorrow, another one that I need to finish but it's not as urgent but still I want to finish it because I still have many things to do next so I need to unload I guess. But seriously thank you Lord for these blessings really. It's such a good thing to be productive!

Friday, March 10, 2023


So happy today that my goal for this particular was not just met but exceeded! I hope I can finish it tomorrow so I can move on to the next set of things I need to finish and there's a lot! But this is kind of swamped weekend I prefer. Because during idle times horrible thoughts linger and having my mind busy with productive things is so much better than deal with endless fears. 

Thursday, March 09, 2023


 Glad I was to finish this task I've worked on for the past couple of days. I STILL have a lot of things pending but all good. Let it pour as they say! I had a plan the past two days to speed things up but something came up that thwarted it. I was a little bummed because my plan was squeeze everything in but then again maybe it was a good thing because it prevented myself from pushing way too hard. 

Wednesday, March 08, 2023


 After two days, jeeps returned today. I dunno but my ride earlier felt eerily silent. Not a single passenger was talking or using their phones. Maybe it is just me making a dramatic scene out of nothing but I just felt a sense of awkward silence and dread. There's just a lot of uncertainty now with jeeps. It saddens me that it has come to this. Modernization is a good idea on paper but the execution is too rushed. This needs a lot of time and also care for the welfare of the drivers and the commuting public. Oh well.

Tuesday, March 07, 2023


 Some good news today about improvement in one area that I will benefit from. It's a small change but in the bigger picture will be of big help. And it's not just for me but others would benefit as well! While it is still small if we compare it to everybody else, it's still not bad considering the situation and hopefully, it is a sign of more good things to come! Thank you Lord for this blessing.

Monday, March 06, 2023


I was bracing myself for stressful commute because of the jeepney strike but thankfully the municipal government had a Libreng Sakay van in a key area where my carpool dropped me off. But still, I can't help but be stressed about the modernization plan, there will be a transportation crisis. I'm so sure. We are always on the losing end. 

Sunday, March 05, 2023


 This week is challenging as I attempt to do many things and finish everything all this week! I really hope I can pull it off. I put myself in this situation because I'm crazy! But really I just want to help our team as we are facing very challenging weeks ahead! Oh dear Lord please let me have the focus and finish everything by the end of the week!

Saturday, March 04, 2023

Bigger Person

 Made one error today that I was trying to avoid because it annoys me so much. But here I go trying to deal with the repercussion so to speak. I don't deserve it really because I've been doing my best not to rock the boat, and to be patient with everything. Even if I get hassled or attacked, I always try to be patient and be the one to take the initiative to settle things, to not flame the fire, and to set aside pride. It's exhausting. May the Lord give me the strength to deal with everything in a more mature way. 

Friday, March 03, 2023


 One week before YOU Netflix Season 4 Part 2 premieres, the Filipino-dubbed version of all 4 seasons is finally streaming! We've worked on this project for half a year. This was not easy to do but definitely one of the production I'm very proud of. Kudos to the hardworking team 20 Plus Studios, our director Ling Buhay and the cast led by the terrific performance by Dave Hosillos as Joe! Hope you can check our work by switching to Filipino audio!



Thursday, March 02, 2023!

 This time last year, we received projects in succession and looks like it's happening again! Another loaded weeks, months ahead? I love it! My to-do list is getting longer and it couldn't have come at a better time because I need it so much because I need to be occupied to avoid thinking anxiety-triggering concerns personally, nationally and globally!

Wednesday, March 01, 2023


I was panicking about some probably little issues but my paranoia took it somewhere else. It is fine now but because of wasting some time worrying about this, I'm a bit behind my intended schedule. I hope to get back on track tomorrow!