Sunday, June 30, 2024

EC

 Hoping for the best tomorrow. Actually for the whole week. I successfully managed to not dwell so much with my anxious thoughts but now that I'm about to sleep it creeped in. But I'm doing my best to hold on to hope that there will be nothing to be so worried. Please Lord.

Saturday, June 29, 2024

Winds

The Filipino-dubbed version of the Korean political drama THE WHIRLWIND now streaming on Netflix! It's quite a tough project'








to do but a very interesting show nonetheless!



Friday, June 28, 2024

Pump it Up

 It was a challenge but glad I did settle two things before the weekend because if I slipped again it would be another struggle! I still have some pending things but manageable with room to do other stuff. Now, I'm looking ahead and there is still stuff to do but hopefully, more are coming because I'm getting worried again and my mind goes haywire! 

Thursday, June 27, 2024

Bum

 Plans had an unexpected change today which was needed. I thought I will be able to maximize it but yeah I failed again and willingly distracted with human interest stuff! Hopefully, tomorrow is better. I had some anxious moments today as well although it was supposed to be something good but my mind just works this way

Wednesday, June 26, 2024

9am

 I'm nervous about something tomorrow. I tend to bury that deep in my thoughts but as always it will always find a weakness to sneak out and bother me. Oh Lord, please don't let it be something worrisome. 

Tuesday, June 25, 2024

A few months

 Good progress today and I really hope to keep it up. Some news I've been waiting for finally came today as well but then my mind went overboard thinking of the future. I do hope to get more positive leads this week because it's been stressful again!

Monday, June 24, 2024

Flock

I'm more of a Spotify streamer than a radio listener these days but radio still has that magic to me. I heard Billie Eilish's BIRDS OF A FEATHER on air and it sounded more beautiful. The song has been on repeat on my Spotify today! It's so good!



Sunday, June 23, 2024

Transfer

 Oh, I didn't expect something. It's a big responsibility but I can handle it. And maybe it opens an opportunity to do something that will lead somewhere better. Let's see.

Saturday, June 22, 2024

Fit

I got worried again that things could be going back to that level but for now it doesn't seem to be. I know this is how my fate is now but I just can't help but feel anxious all the time. I really my worst fears won't happen. 

Friday, June 21, 2024

Six

 It's been over a year since I made that colossal mistake. A mistake that led to repeated mistakes until reality finally slapped me back to my senses. From time to time I still think about how I screwed up big time but thank goodness I was able to put a stop before I feel even deeper. I'm still quite torn if that thing was necessary for me to happen or if I could have avoided it altogether if I used my brain. Nevertheless, it is something that will forever haunt me. May it never happen again.

Thursday, June 20, 2024

Mojo

Feeling a bit restless. I keep on waiting for something but it just won't and it is honestly making me so worried! I hope for some good news for this matter soon enough

Wednesday, June 19, 2024

Book Carts

 Dropped by Big Bad Wolf book sale in Glorietta earlier. Didn't buy anything because don't have the budget yet but it was great to see so many people and some having grocery-like carts for the books they purchased or about to buy. It will be there until next week so hoping I can buy something before it endds 

Tuesday, June 18, 2024

Waiting....

I'm not sure if this is a good thing or not because I don't like suspense that muc. I already did some stuff to cushion a potential blow but I really just want to know it already. I feel a bit stressed because of uncertainty but hey nothing I can do but just wait. 

Monday, June 17, 2024

Describe

 Doing something new at work today and starting it was a challenge but I'm getting the groove of it now and hopefully I'll be able to finish it tomorrow because I have a lot on my plate! 

Sunday, June 16, 2024

Low Key

It was a good day in general. A day I didn't stress out much, maybe tomorrow?! Hopefully not!

Saturday, June 15, 2024

4k

 This Is my 4000th post here, a bit of a milestone I suppose. But I am glad google had not taken down blogger yet despite not being popular anymore. This is one of the few places left when i started using the internet so glad to still have this.

Friday, June 14, 2024

Jeep

 I don't want to feel resentment anymore because there are still good things to be glad about but life keeps on challenging me. O already made so much adjustments to cater to others and eventually it consumed me whole that I no longer feel comfortable with a lot of things in life. exhausted 😔

Thursday, June 13, 2024

Feelings!

 Inside Out 2 is the biggest opening day at the box office in the Philippines this year with 88.8 million pesos (around $1.5M) 3rd biggest opening here EVER after the last 2 Avenger movies!It is quite a shocker since box office this year in my country is down, only one big hit in Godzilla x Kong. I know Inside Out 2 will do well but not 3rd biggest opening day ever big!

Wednesday, June 12, 2024

Table

 Finally finished something I've been working on for the past few days. I wanted to do other stuff so I can cross off some things on my list but I am not in the mood to do it. Another hectic days ahead but I like it. I like being busy. Especially now I've been stressing about something again.

Tuesday, June 11, 2024

Big

 On my way to One Ayala Bus Terminal for my bus home, the mall was jampacked because of the BINI fan event there. The mall is new and has a few tenants and it's not really general public appealing so foot traffic is usually slow so this was my first time seeing it jampacked! Quite exciting to see a local act received this level of support these days especially among younger folks, 

Monday, June 10, 2024

Sun

 I'm going to be annoyed over a very shallow thing so I need to get my attention away from it as early as now. For my own good as well but sometimes I can't but get affected over such silly thing so I need to get myself out of the situation where it will just provoke me to do nonsene!

Sunday, June 09, 2024

Here

Next week will be one of those weeks that I dread but mainly because of my own self-inflicted fears. I hope and pray everything goes well.  I try to mask my anxiety by distracting with other things but you really can't escape those things, you just have to deal with it. 

Saturday, June 08, 2024

Thank Goodness!

 Feels good to do something that met my goal. Hopefully, this streak continues but learning how to balance things as well these days has been improving as well. But of course I still need to persevere and eliminated bad habits that have been such an impediment!

Friday, June 07, 2024

Red

 Things are just not going to be okay. That's why I can't be complacent because there's always something that will come that will make me anxious again. I try not to worry about it too much but I can't help it. I hope this one is just something that's not too serious and that I'm just being a nervous wreck like usual. 

Thursday, June 06, 2024

Hybrid

 The final season of Sweet Tooth is now out on Netlflic! Translated 4 episodes of the final season for Filipino dubbing and really enjoyed the show and left me wanting for more! But it did have a good conclusion and really quite mature for a show branded as children. 

Wednesday, June 05, 2024

Vessel

 I was finally able to close this one that have been quite the struggle for me the last 4 months, mostly my fault because I got lazy at times, I got so messy but no to the point that it became a total disaster. The next set for this one will hopefully not be that soon though because I need a break from it so I can freshen my mind! But always grateful for everything.

Tuesday, June 04, 2024

Vida

I think I saw something that might be a mistake but hopefully it's not! I hope it's a door to another opportunity for us. I just want to feel more secure really. I am always worried that things could go wrong.  I just don't want to be complacement. 

Monday, June 03, 2024

Rooms

Something I knew was coming was finally confirmed today. Quite a challenge but excited for something new to do. I'm a little bit annoyed because I was trying to help someone out but he didn't seem to be into it or lacks the focus to do so. Oh well, I hope the person realizes what he needs to do here. 

Sunday, June 02, 2024

Mines

 New month and hoping for more blessings to come and also less stress in life of course. This week had been quite fruitful and hope to keep the momentum going as I welcome another weeek. Thank you Lord!

Saturday, June 01, 2024

Karera

 I've seen videos of graduation songs lately using BINI's Karera. Such a fun song to do on a special day for the graduates. And the meaning is quite apt, especially for college graduates. Life is indeed not a race but it's really hard not to feel like it is so whatever boost you need to hold, do it.