Jumbled Minutes

 Because of what I chose to do yesterday.... or not to do... I'm a bit scrambling now. But I stll thimk I made the right choice yesterday though. I felt off so I trusted my instinct. But now, let's face this hurdle! Hurry up!

Read It

 I had an afternoon nap today but I still feel a little restless. It must be the weather, the humidity. I have stuff to do but took a pause on them because I'm not 100%. I take my mind off things lately by surfing on reddit it has become PEx like these days so takes me back and sometimes I like to give opinions and advice too, somehow helps me too.

Four More

 Another sad news I've learned today. Although I had a feeling we're down in the dumps again. Hopefully, next month will see some turnaround. What a rough year. Rollercoaster ride. 

New Gen

 Backrooms getting good reviews! With this, Obsession and Iron Lung from earlier, I'm just happy to see young filmmakers who started on YouTube getting their young audience interested in 'leveling up' their work to the big screen as well. It is honestly refreshing, especially in this era with the relentless AI "don't resist, just deal with it" narrative in the creative space. There's still a big value in human creativity and human to human connection

Festi

 Saw a post on reddit discussing Festival Mall, Alabang with some photos. I just like that the design of the main maill is still basically the same since the 90s. Just sad lang when passing the old cinemas na sarado na. Used to watched movies there regularly. Nung bata ako suki nung Odyssey near the food court, it was Odyssel XL then, malaki talaga sya. I was amazed na tumagal din sya like 2023 lang yata nag close. I also miss yung dating malaking National Book Store too. The Landmark extension is also nice to walk around as well. I know it's part nostalgia, but modern designs of malls today doesn't have character so it was nice to see something that's quite adventorous, I hope they maintain it that wya.

MOA

 I felt off today. Also had intrusive thoughts that thankfully I just kept to myself because things calmed down it really was a non-issue to begin with. This is really something I do  best keeping things to myself to avoid further escalaton. Some call this being a pushover, I don't care, I don't want unnecessary stress on top of regular things I worry about. 

In 13 Days

 My Disney+ subscription is ending after I availed the less than 500 annual plan promo last year! I really enjoyed having it but unless there's another promo, I won't be a regular subscriber, I will be a churner, when there's something I want to see then I subscribe then to make it sulit will watch the catalogue

Dryness

 The heat is so intense! I drank so many cold water today and even ate ice cream but the humidity is relentless! It does not help for some reason our water supply at home is affected and it is so limited now! I can't wait to go the office tomorrow and enjoy the airconditioning! 

Eighty Two

 Finally finish something that for some reason I struggled to do this week! It's a combination of fatigue and also laziness! Anyway, I don't regret sleeping early for the past few nights because one thing I learned if you feel sleepy, go to bed, don't force to stay awake. Body calls, listen.

Stephen Colbert

 

 Stephen Colbert has been my favorite since I randomly saw The Colbert Report on cable.  This is such a lovely way for his show to end, sad but not overdramatic, and best of all with a hopeful tone.

 

Aubry

 Yes, very happy Aubry won Survivor 50! I just love her ever since Survivor: Kaoh Rong! There's a lot of nitpicking with the Survivor fan community, some have nice points but at this point of watching the show, I just love if my faves win! I can appreciate Jonathan's game though and I realy like Joe despite his flaws in the game because he seems like a good person, you can just feel it! I also enjoyed Rizo and his gen z-ness! Cirie is a legend, Tiffany while underedited had a great final episode! I also love Emily and Devens! I was initially skeptical with the casting in the end I loved it in general!

Reddit

 I've been hooked on reddit these days. I've been there since 2018 mainly because it was only the place I can find that discusses the podcasts I followed then. But this year, with more local topics in my timeline, I got hooked. It truly feels like what PEx used to be. 

Sat

 I got excited for this new chapter of this other thing I do. And to think I felt like quitting a month ago when it felt like I'm getting trapped on an unfavorable situation! The great thing my prayers were heard and a solution to the dilemma was served. I know it still won't be that easy but it at least lessens my worries! I still like doing this, I'm build for this, so glad there's a new avenue to work on.

Cuneyt

 Yes, I finished something I was aiming to finish today! It was a little late but I kinda don't regret it because I needed the time and focus for this one although I do admit if I arranged things a little better but what's done is done and I pulled it off! There's still many on the plate and I'm glad for it!

Merhaba

Took an afternoon nap because my body told me so. And now I'm a bit of a rush! It's okay though, I can handle it!  This was just a little harder than I anticipated. We'll work on this better next time.

Apples

 Very challenging day with some things I'm dealing this wile focusing on pulling some other things too! No easy feat and not yet done! I got distracted for a while because my mind wasn't ready yet but I am back in form and let us do this!

Closed

 I made a wrong choice that aggravated something that gave me discomfort today. It sucks but hopefully tomorrow will be better. I don't want this to be an impediment because I have things to do. But I also see this in a way a means for me to take a pause and not go overboard. 

Foot

This one thing I'm working on is quite hard! Definitely a challenge to pull it off. It's fun to do but just difficult to pull off. I need to be in a proper mindset! And the humidity is not helping things!

Avoid

Crazy things happening and I'm avoiding because I don't want to get frustrated anymore. Nothing will ever change. I'm already out of it for so long. Just trying to survive the best way I can! I still keep a glimmer of hope but life thought me to manage expectations along the way.

14DA

 So glad I was able to finish this one, at least my part! This was the one I was stressed about for a few days but so glad I pulled through. I'm always for a challenge, I still have 3 things I NEED to accomplish but I can do this! Let's do it! Being busy also helped a lot for me not to get distracted with outside stressful events! 

Rolling

I was busy all day long and that I didn't check today's news so I was overwhelmed when I saw the news when I got home. So much chaos.  I didn't bother to check the full details because I don't know, the heat is making me feel a little off so I don't this kind of stressful thing in my mind! I can't do anything about this but just feel frustrated anyway!

Bohol

 My parents are back from a two-week vacation in their hometown (Bohol). I'm really glad to see how happy they are and they had a lot of stories to tell. They deserve it so much. My siblings, nephew and aunt joined them tool. I didn't because of work, and really I don't like vacations/travelling! I'm okay having an off day/break at home. Anywya, we picked them up earlier and it was my first time in over a decade to be in NAIA Terminal 3 and I must say it looks nice!

Splashes

One particular interest of mine is is another shaky stage again, I understand what's going on  but it just sucks. But I just have to ignore it because really what I can even do, right? Doesn't directly affect me anyway.  I need to choose things to get too focused on really!

Survivor 50

 Enjoying Survivor 50 so much and I find myself liking Rizo and Devens whom I didn't like in their first seasons but now I find them fun chaotic especially Devens, I really enjoy him irritating Joe lol I now kinda get why they cast Joe again despite a not so remarkable first season because he is a perfect foil to the outlandish personalities, I do think he is an all around nice guy but he is so mopey. I also get the Jonathan casting now too aside that he is the type Probst has a guy crush on, he has brought on more personality this season than his first, which was just a big athletic guy persona. I still don't find anything special on Tifanny for her to return but she's not a bad presence. Also glad Au bry's presence is picking and the girl I rooted to win in Kaoh Rong is felt now! And of course, Cirie even on her 6th season is still the star! She is just so good at keeping things interesting and you really just find yourself rooting for her yet again

[EXH]

 Okay, alright. Let's take it down a notch. Let's not make a big deal over the same thing again. I know it's hard but you owe it to yourself to protect yourself from getting frustrated over things you can simply let go. Oh Dear Lord, please guide me and make me strong to handle everything on my shoulder. I need guidance so I can stay levelheaded despite everything going on. 

Prodding

 I don't want to be annoyed at this point but things keep piling on and I'm already stressed over things that are inconsequential. What a waste, truly. But I can't speak about it because you can't handle the truth anyway and just turn things around and lean on nonsense superstitions. I am trying my best to control the pressure but you keep coming to mess up with my mind in a time that many things are bothering me already! Ugh!

Borbs

 Another stacked week, at all fronts. It's good, a bit tiring but glad to be tired about these things you know. I hope I can pull everything off nicely! Just remembered my mini meltdown over a month ago when I almost thought of doing something else! Good thing I just kept it in and didn't act out. 

Oushing

 I have this certain affinitity with a fictional character right now maybe because I could relate to it somehow. It's funny and yeah ultimately sad. Just one of those days again where I feel so strange yet again. I'll get over it. Let me wallow a little.

Two S

 So I got the energy to do it when it's a little late now! Silly me! Well, there's still time tomorrow but I could have finished it today but  I was a bit carefree! I do love making things more complicated than it should be!

530PM

 Read about a major change in some particular interest of mine. I get the logic behind the move though although it will be strange for it to do this after decades of it staying the same. But with the situation they are in, it makes sense. I hope it works out in the end, they deserve a reprieve

Bella

 Okay, I took a break today! Doing nothing of significance and even got hooked on a YouTube couple that the shorts algorithm led me to hahaha.  I usually avoid this type of vloggers that makes their relationship content because it feels phony but there was something about the couple that felt real to me so I got hooked hahaha. I hope my gut is right that they are genuinely in love especially since they have a child now and won't be like the other problematic YouTubers!