Broken

It's hard to keep your composure when things don't work one after another. No breathing space sometimes. I can't lose my cool because it will lead to further stressful things and well no one's really at fault, just simply unlucky

400

Raining again, not as hard but still a bummer. It kinda ruined my day, but I had some good news earlier, so I will let that simmer! Hopefully tomorrow is a brighter day, literally! It's just hard to do some particular with this kind of weather!

74 minutes

Yesterday, I wanted to finish something but my body really called for rest and I listened! Now I was able to finish that thing, whew! It was a little hard but as always enjoyable. When your body is rested you could do more! So yeah, let's move forward with this mindset!

39

 I turned 39 today. Time flies. I still remember when I was 29, and I was thinking about what my life should be in my 30s. Well, things turned out differently but still very grateful because I survived; I learned and gained a whole new perspective. Thank God fort that!

Eternally Underground Diner and Roses

 Third straight day of accomplishing something vital! I allotted the weekend for another big thing so hopefully I will be able to pull it off. Maybe I can do it one day? But I won't push myself that hard of course, let's see how tomorrow flows!

You Were There

 I was on a nostalgia trip again today! And rediscovered this song Five Candles (You Were There) from Jars of Clay! The song takes me back to a time, nothing specific, but an atmosphere where it is just so different. I don't want to romanticize the past so much but sometimes you are just in the mood to look back and search for that lost feeling.

Your Love Amazes Me

 It's been for a couple of months already and it's been on regular rotation on my Spotify playlist but then I heard this randomly on radio one day and I liked it even more! It's a throwback to their early hits and sounds so nostalgic that hearing it on radio amplified the feeling! Just reminds me of wonderful, fuzzy, innocent feelings of my early youth!

Binges

 Binge some shows lately

Leanne Season 2 was so short and the last episode didn't feel like a season much less a series finale.

Adults Season 2 so enjoyable and again so short! They don't really have a strong overall narrative but it's funnier than season 1 (which started annoying to me then grew to love it)

And I finally finished Hacks, what a good final season. I enjoyed The Amazing Race episode so much! Jean Hacks deserved another emmy for the clown bit! And I have to say Hannah Einbender was so good, I was annoyed with her on season 1, so Gen Z cliche, but she gets better each season and funnier too! And her delivery on the monologue questing AI was sooo good!

Breeze

 I had a good massage today at a place that's a little fancier than usual. I availed the neck and shoulder massage for 30 minutes because it's what I can afford to be honest but also I also have sore shoulders lately! It was good! Planning to save so money to get a full massage next. I badly need it!

Nightmare

 Seeing the devastation of the flash floods in Nepal is terrifying! I can't even imagine the horror the people who experienced it there. It is so devastating. A true nightmare. I really hope to never experience that kind of tragedy ever.