Sonunda!

 Finally, something came in! It's not much but at least one thing off my list. Still more to go but frankly I'm just grateful something finally came in because the drought has been so difficult for me! Let it pour in please!

HOLLY!

 New song discovery just by randomly looking at Spotify playlists! Holly by The Camino! So catchy! I already like a song from them from years ago (I Think I Love You) so glad to stumble upon another good song from them! 

Shoulder

 New month, new hope. The last month was rough. Hoping and praying for good news next week. It's been so hard to get by these days but I always try my best to survive. I always think that it could have been so much worse, over and over again. 

Prophecy

On thin ice again, and I'm a bit nervous. I'm already thinking of the possibility that this could be it, but I don't want that to happen because I like my comfort zone and a sense of stability. But I don't want to be caught off guard, so I need to be ready for any possible scenario and what my options are, oh my goodness!

Georgie & Mandy

 All caught up with Georgie and Mandy's First Marriage Season 2! I really like the story about the business, and they finally made good use of Ruben. I also still like the family-related stories, and I do think they are building up a good case for why this is their "first marriage" without going all out dramatic.

Closer

 Well, it's been a really challenging couple of weeks, months. I do see a ray of light, but I don't want to jinx it, so managing my expectations. But seriously, it has been so tough and really tested my patience and resilience! I hope everything settles soon. Badly need it!

Calmer

 The one thing I'm good at is pacifying things, controlling things from escalating. I had a rough couple of days but thank God I didn't lash out at anyone because it would just have made it worse. Venting here on the internet really helps me process what I feel and let out all the toxins in my mind. I really don't want to make other people uncomfortable because of the things that make me go insane. I've been at the receiving end of those kind of meltdowns so I know better.

Cooler

 It's really hard out there so I really hope I won't have to do it but the longer I wait the harder it gets. It's taking too long and the pressure increases. Struggling really hard now. 

Romanticizing

 Now I'm dreaming of a scenario where I'm in a much better spot but then skepticism comes in. I'm just afraid to take a leap. I'm afraid I missed my shot.  I don't know I'm so confused because of this uncertainty for months. It's so hard, this is consuming me so much. 

4pm

 Annoyed but what can I do but be the one to adjust since I'm at fault for tolerating it to avoid conflicts. Yeah, I'm a pushover. I don't know maybe someday all the things I endure could lead to good things.