Cucumber Eyes

 Okay, all that restlessness went away because I need to get things done after delaying things unnecessarily! Maybe it's the rush that got me pumpin but this can't be good! Focus better next time! Anyway, now I wait again for something to come in again. I'm waiting for something though and I have a lead for it already but I still have to wait to lessen the things I need to do. Less effort but not in the AI-powered kind of way! 

Restlessness

 Completing this thing is proving to be a challenge. I need to get my groove back. That's why I didn't want a long stretch of vacancy, because I could get used to it. Oh well, may tomorrow be a better and more productive day

CEO

I'm gonna miss you, boss! Your presence was a constant all these years. It was an honor to work with you. I will always remember the one time you approached one of our longtime employees and apologized for the financial troubles the company was experiencing back then and promised that things would get better. I was so surprised to see such a gesture. I really admired you for that and really one of the reasons that kept me going. May you rest in peace, sir. God bless your kind soul

Lights

 We hung up some Christmas lights today as requested by my mother. They're solar-powered to save electricity. I wish I could look at Christmas Lights without thinking about how much it will cost on the electricity bill! I do really miss that feeling of wonder and naivety but I know it's not healthy to romatincize the past. Keep moving forward

Solar Panels

 Oh, how I wish we could afford to have one installed. I'm not really a person who likes to spend on expensive things given all the limitations I've faced in my life but this one is really something I wish I could afford to have one. Just the convenience of it all and yes lower electricity bills too!

Sidelines

 The week is up, and I think I did okay, but I definitely don't want this to become a full thing, ever. Oh sure, I could do it but I don't it to consume my life because I just want to protect myself. I'm okay with what I have and helping out. It's a much better place for me.

Tone Down

 So maybe they like this one? Not sure because there's another go-round. Hopefully things work out! This will be an interesting one to take on because it's something new to us. I just hope it won't be too complicated

Eyes

 Good to see things are lining up again! I want more of course and stuff that's more stable but of course I'm grateful, better than nothing! It keeps the light on somehow after last month's slow times. I just need to organize my brain and do better!

PU Tracks

 What a tiring day but glad I pulled it off. There are a lot of things to look forward to on the coming week and I'm glad all of these are coming during a downtime of sorts. It's still to keep things flowing than wait for things to happen. Anyway, 3 more days of this. I knew it's tough and I really don't want to do this. I'm okay being on the sidelines assiting and all!

WIDE SHUT

 A bit of a tiring day and now I'm rushing again but this is my fault though. I got way too complacent per usual and got distracted with things that are not really important!