I feel off again today. It's a combination of frustrations on so many things in my life right now. Plus, the never ending despair I feel for the country. Earlier, I saw this news feature of struggling small time businesses in Cebu and one vendor said that she cries everyday with the low sales and my heart broke. And then another news feature mentioned a statement from a WHO official saying that life won't truly return to normal until after 2 years. Oh my God.