Wept

 Hit a snag, and I hope it won't have big consequences. I'm not directly involved but still I care.  And while everything is busy right now, I am now starting to worry about what's next already. Crazy me I know but I just worry about these things because I don't want another dry period, but of course, I want things to be a little crazier so we can all breathe and have some proper timing as well. Anywya, I really hope that bump won't really be a bigger problem because I'm getting worried and I absorbed the stress as well!

Recipe of Love!

 One of the projects that I have been working so hard for will have a special 2-episode screening this Saturday, May 3 on SOLAR FLIX. It's a turkish drama called RECIPE OF LOVE. It's a romcom so fun to do but quite a challenge to synch!

Fit

 Just as I predicted, certain behaviour could affect the mood of someone just when it is getting better. But maybe this is needed to get them out of the zone that has been affecting their minds a lot. It's so tough to deal with it, but on the outside, I do my best to boost morale and show support. I hope my message gets through. I try my best not to fall apart because I just can't with everything that lies on my shoulders. 

Altar

 Just as I predicted, it's starting already and I don't know how to handle this. Should I be more comforting but run the risk of not improving because of being coddled up? Or should I be more dismissive so I won't patronize the behavior that could be more problematic in the long run? There's no definite answer but just go with the gut feel. But I'm extremely nervous. I hate to be in this situaton again. 

Holding it Together!

Chaos in my mind! So many things to think about, so many things to look after! I'm in shambles internally but need to be brave and controlled outside. I can't lose it because I now find myself in such stressful situations. Oh good heavens guide me!

2:30 PM

 Something inevitable happened, although there was assurance that we shouldn't panic or worry too much, but still we are a bunch of worrywarts and overthinkers, so it's hard to deal with it. I need to be strong for them and someone they can lean on. It's hard, but it's the sacrifice I'm willing to take. Lord, please guide us. 

In The Way

 A little annoyed, something always comes in to get in the way of things I want to finish. I do admit however, that I'm at fault too in some way. But still, I wanted this after those months of drought so I just let this annoyance out of my system and I go back to usual tomorrow!

Spiralling

 The thing I fear is happening again. I'm crestfallen. Hate it when things I worry actually happen. I know that's how life goes but when things like this happen I just feel so frustrated. I feel like I could never have nice things. I know people have bigger issues to deal with butt I'm really anxious right now. Lord, please hear my prayers. 

Minor.... is it?

 I'm getting paranoid again because of some result which is officially not really alarming but with the way my brain works, I'm still scared it could be a sign of something more dangerous in the long run. Oh God, please don't let my fear happen. I won't be able to handle it. Oh my, I need to calm down.

Pope Francis

 Pope Francis passed away today at age 88. I thought he was doing well already after the health scare for the past 2 months. But things like this happen when we are caught off guard. I'm sad because I find his presence comforting especially in this increasingly polarizing world and extreme personalities ruling over. I'm worried the next pope won't be the same. 

Rest in Peace, Pope Francis....

3/4

 I made the correct choice on what to focus on, but still a bit of a bummer because it took me long to finish it, and I didn't have the time to finish one more. Anyway, all good because I didn't rush that thing and made sure everything's alright. But I really wanted to hit all 4 this Lenten break. Another jam-packed week ahead! Happy, of cours,e but I really need to concentrate even further so all goals achieved and everything is maximized!

Peryodista

 This third one is proving to be a challenge. I knew it was coming, but I still dove in because I wanted to help. But I know it was to my detriment. I still have a few of these on the horizon and I made the decision to finish them first before I give in again because I have too much to handle these days. I need to look after myself and not just be on the lookout for everyone. But maybe I'll change my mind when I cool down, because I'm quite annoyed with how this one is taking too much time, because they just don't get it like I hate to be judgmental but is this the quality they are giving for their main one? I hope not because I understand not doing well here because this isn't their main role and I will do the adjusting anyway, but for their main focus, they shouldn't be giving this level of quality. I really hope not.  

Image

Second straight win for me! Another goal achieved! Hope to continue to maintain this pace for tomorrow! I haven't decided what I should prioritize next among 3 things. I'm leaning to doing something I delayed because I was not feeling to be honest but I want to fix one of the things that is meant for another wee. I'll sleep on it and choose tomorrow and keep this rolling! I love it!

Organization

 Whew! I'm so happy that I managed to meet my goal today, and hopefully, the momentum continues. This Lenten season is really the apt time for me to do this, and somehow, I was able to focus for quite a few hours! While I did that, I also had to do other stuff on the side. I feel happy whenever I get to fulfil what I wanted to do. Thank you, Lord, and more to come, yes!

Do Say

 I received another expression of gratitude from a dubbing director. It really warms my heart to receive those because when I started doing dubbing scripts 16 years ago, I never received any feedback unless it was negative, so that's why when there was an opportunity to do something else at the office, I immediately took the chance because my experience back then was quite disheartening. Although I admit, looking bac,k my early work was rough, so it makes sense. So I really made it a point when I had this chance to do dubbing scripts, I will do my very best to not mess up again. Sometimes I still do have diffiencies but nothing as awful as before and there have been a lot of dubbing directors who like my work and actually request to write for them and I really appreciate it so much and just fuels to do even better. 

Rosalinda

 

Coming back to Philippine TV soon! Proud to be part of the team for this project :)

5.2K

 The heat is insane! I felt like I was in a broiler room when I was in the jeep earlier. It's really so uncomfortable so yes even if the electricity bill is high, I don't mind just as long as I could sleep better with the aircon on! I don't spend on much on myself but yes one of the things I work hard for is to pay the electricity bill so we can sleep comfortably!

Crossed Out

 Finished one of my many tasks! Hoping the momentum continues for the rest of the week! It's gonna be a challenge but I feel excited doing it even if there's just so many things to consider and there are distractions that pop up every now and then. But hey this is what I wanted for so long and it's finally here, absolutely grateful!

Fan

 I bought electric fan today because my old one was broken and cost of repairing it will be expensive because it's an old brand and style that does not exist in the market anymore so extra mile to have it fixed. I'm using the new one now and it's working well to alleviate the heat these days so I hope it will last!

Growing List

 I have so many things to do because my duties actually expanded because I can't help myself but help out. It's a good thing of course because there's an overflow of blessings coming in. But I really need to manage my time better though so I can do everything I have on my list! But I'm happy, very happy!