Shine a Light

Scared of something in the past that could haunt me. And the thing is, on the wide view, it shouldn't be because the rest were good and adjusted except for one that had lapses, but was not a big issue overall. But I'm paranoid and my mind go to places especially after recents shook me to the core. Oh dear Lord, please let just this be something in my mind and not really in reality. I am begging you.