Long Day

Started my day earlier than normal for something which ultimately was disappointing. But I guess had to do it to kill the fire before things escalate. It made me sad as always but I just have to accept that this is it, it's not the end of the world of course and there are bigger problems so yeah, it's okay.

Mercury

 Tomorrow last day na ng Mercury branch na 'to near our office (the one connected sa Tropical Hut Makati). This branch is older than me and I've always loved its classic look tuwing nandito ako. Suki ako dito for buying medicines for Nanay (and buying snacks too!) na familiar na sakin ang staff dito. Very helpful and accommodating pa naman sila. I like it here kasi hindi masyado matao but I guess  that was a warning sign na struggling na sila. This area used to have a lot of foot traffic kasi sakayan ng bus and vans but changes sa routes that started nung pandemic and yung construction ng Makati subway (na hindi naman natapos) made them less accessible. Madami naman Mercury nearby but still this branch has a special place in my heart.

Petty Fun

 Today I unclogged and just did something that could be considered brain junk! It's fun though to not think about bigger problems because I will face that most of the time anyway. For my well-being, I need to have this kind of moments where I do nothing of important to recharge for another week ahead full of life's challenges!

Screen Time

 I caught up with my shows Abbott Elementary and Scrubs 2026 thanks to Disney+ Ha! I still have a few months left on the discounted annual plan I got last year and I'm gonna maximize it as much as I can! Back in the day I could really watch more but now my time is so divided with so many things going on but I will find time to relax! I need it!

In Line

Planning my next week with things I need to do. Really hoping my other concern will be attended to and it will go smoothly because I've stressed about that so much last time around. Anyway, glad things went good this week generally speaking. Hoping for brighter days ahead!

Pop

 I really hope the thing I was so worried about will be taken care off as soon as possible. Maybe as early as next week! Hopefully, things could run smooth, I just want some peace of mind or at least something less to worry about. I have so many on my mind I get all confused. So help me, God!

Stat

 Received some potentially good news. I don't want to jinx it but I really everything goes well so I have one less thing to worry about. Good thing I just let my frustrations to myself and posting it here on vague terms hahaha. Yeah, I needed an outlet and this is better than being outspoken. I was wrong with my initial thought anyway, the stress consumed me!I really hope things will go well soon enough!

Test

Next will be it, the deciding factor on what I should do next. Anticipating bigger stressful things but I need to be calm because I have another thing to think about this week too. Overwhelmed with so many stressful factors in my life. I wish there's a shortcut, to go to the good part already or just ignore these things but I need to protect my well being because I don't want to crash out

Diving

I'm getting confused again. I'm scared and also emotional about what could happen if I pursue it. All weekend, I felt like my decision is final then now I'm second-guessing again. I do know what could be better for me, but I'm getting cold feet again, and my people-pleasing nature is stopping me too. Oh dear Lord, please guide me.

Fotos

I've been thinking it over and over. I try not to be excited or make things up in my mind. Maybe I'll jinx it because nothing is happening yet anyway. But I need to do something, I need to protect myself, especially what lies ahead. Although I still need to give myself some space, because I could be just acting impulsively. But I want to trust my instinct now. I need to fight my fear. Oh, let's do it!

Several Months Later

As much as it pains me, because I like it and it gives me some comfort, but thinking ahead, I have to do something before I get dragged into a bigger problem on the horizon. It won't be this early yet because I need to prepare something to fall on, but I actually need to actively search for that something already because I have enough information to see that this isn't gonna work, and it seems to me that there's no better planning ahead. I hope something else happens that would stop this eventually but there's no other way but this. Oh Dear Lord, please guide me. 

ISTG

 Oh my goodness, I can't help but watch youtube shorts of these two actors promoting their show! I will sound like a giggly girl but they look good together and has great rapport. I don't even watch the show they are part of but just stumbled upon while scrolling away on YouTube. I just want some diversion so I guess that's why I ate this up hahaha

40 Toons

Tired. Trying to keep it together so I won't fall apart. Because no one is gonna catch me anyway. In the end, it will be my problem yet again. I just want to escape sometimes but I know it's futile because I will think about it again anyway. There is truly no escape. I just witnessed what could happen if I don't keep it together, so stay put and just take everything in. I'm just stressing out tonight and tomorrow I'll be okay before I go back this endless cycle.

Fair Fare

 Glad the supposed fare hike was vetoed. Yes, I know everyone is affected with the oil price changes but you see once the fare increases, they will never go back down anymore even if the crisis is over. I mean, the pandemic era where we pay to make up for social distancing is still in effect up to now in our area. No one complains because what's the point? It's just unneccessary stress. Oh, the life of the working class!

Hanging Over

 I have very tough thing to do tomorrow but let's do it! I wanted to finish it today but I wasn't able to due to some reasons, self inflicted admittedly. But I'm okay, I'm gonna do this, revving up!

98th Oscars!

Some thoughts on this year's Oscars!

- Love the Amy Madigan, Sinners and One Battle After Another wins~

- Not a super fan of Kpop Demon Hunters but I love the songs! You can't deny the pop culture impact leading to its win

- Not much surprises overall except for the tie in Live Short, that was fascinating!

Degrees!

 There has been much hype today because the weather is cold because what will happen when summer time actually comes? Will the heat be that intense? Maybe so but for now I will enjoy the cool breeze!

Orders

I love the cold weather is back! Cold but not raining so that's perfect for me! Drawback is that it makes me feel lazy and do nothing of importance! But maybe that's okay! I'll think about that tomorrow lol

Caterpillar

 Here we go again, another jam-packed next few days! But this is what I want of course, and hopefully things will run smoothly this week had some slippery slopes, and partially my fault, but I will make things better this time. I need to.

Project

 I'm interested with the movie PROJECT HAIL MARY and yes the book too! I just want to be transported again to another world like I used to before. I need to get back to that and not get drownd with life's challenges. So hopefully I can push with this!