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 No office tomorrow because the building will have electricity maintenance. It sucks because I'm gonna miss the air conditioning! The heat is unbearable these days. And quite scary to be honest. Anyway, I need to do some stuff that I am sadly unable to finish today due to my failure to fight off my messiness! Story of my life for the past 2 months really! But I still pulled through though but I could do better 

Moment

It is a routine but always scares me, and makes me nervous all the time. So I try to avoid thinking about it so I won't lose my mind. Hoping and praying to God, everything will be fine. 

47

 My parents celebrate their 47th wedding anniversary today! So very grateful to this blessing Lord. I love my parents so much and always pray hard that they will healthy and safe for many more years. Thank you Lord!

Eh

 Well, I chose not to do anything to do senseless stuff but I kinda felt good though but I will stress about this tomorrowq!

Manifesting

Another weekend, another attempt to make things work and be organized. I've survived nearly past 2 months or so with this chaos I created but I really need to find that spot now to make it more manageable. I can do this! I will make it happen!

Index

 Insane heat these days. I feel like this hottest weather I've experienced in my lifetime. And I'm feeling a little off because of it. The electricity bill will be expensive but airconditioning is very much needed.

Net

 I'm getting sad with changes coming. How it is still  not the same as it was two years ago. I am still surviving and even received some good news today but as always hoping for more and this is me talking where I barely balance all of these. But I feel more comfortable if there's more assurance as a paranoid person. I always keep in mind to be not neglect the good news that are coming. 

All

 One thing you have to realize in life sometimes you have to do something that doesn't feel right and yet you know in order to survive you need to play the game. Oh well

Flick

My mind is going to paranoid places yet again. I hope this isn't the start of something more dangerous. Oh dear Lord, please hear my prayer. I'm scared right now.

Fly

 Sad to know about an impending exit but it makes sense given that time passes, there would be hungry for more especially if you still have a lot to offer.  And I know this is for the better as well, you can't be selfish and keep them at bay when they could reach more. It's sad that it's not the same place where you are but you can held them beck especially when they have already given their all and it is time to go some place else.

Some

 Better than last weekend but still not good enough because I still got distracted! But anyway, at least one thing that kept me from being productive I was able to control not falling into the rabbit hole! Hut there are still stuff that needs to be improved on so I can maximize everything!

Checked

One done. More to go. I really I hope I won't get distracted! I can't afford to do so! FOCUS PLEASE. I can't commit the same mistakes of the last 2 weeks!

A Rock and a Hard Place

Another weekend of challenge, I failed the last two weekends to maximize everything and give in to shallow time-wasting nonsense. I was reminded of the benefits, so I need to keep it up. I hope to set everything in motion by doing some things ahead (although not really because I had a leeway that could have put me in a more comfortable place but was wasted). May I be victorious this weekend. 

Piercing

 Excruciating heat! It's so uncomfortable and it's actually worrying how health hazardous it is! This isn't good and I hope this torturous heat ends soon enough!

Vastly

 The commute was quite stressful and I had to do some errands as well with this heat but still glad just to have this as a problem. I prefer this to any other stressful stuff. It's only temporary issue but in the end everything's fine. Also glad to check off bills this month. I never thought I would be the one in charge of all these in our household but grateful though

286

 I dealt with a lot today, some because of my own doing and then some unexpected stressful stuff. And the excruciating heat did not help things. But at least the night is winding on a more peaceful note. Thank God,

Feel Good

I got myself buried in seeing the success of certain people and for one it's not because of insecurity or anything but gave me a sense of happiness to see people who worked hard for long finally get what they've dreamed of. I don't know if I ever get to the point too though because I've been quite a mess to be honest but just fixing myself too. But seeng stories like that gives me temporary happiness. 

Cat

There's a stray cat who has become our unofficial pet now.  My parents used to shoo her away but the cat wore them out and they just let her be now. My nephew gave her a name now too. The cat just comes in here when it's mealtime and sleeps at night. 

Fees

 I was reminded why I have to be more responsible because of certain needs. Not complaining though because this is something I could handle and I'm glad to do something I like so I better make this work so it just keeps on coming!

17

 I though I was a little bit free but when someone picks you, trusts you, appreciates what you do, it's hard to say no. I could do it anyway! And I do like doing for genuinely nice people.