Wednesday, May 20, 2026

Reddit

 I've been hooked on reddit these days. I've been there since 2018 mainly because it was only the place I can find that discusses the podcasts I followed then. But this year, with more local topics in my timeline, I got hooked. It truly feels like what PEx used to be. 

Tuesday, May 19, 2026

Sat

 I got excited for this new chapter of this other thing I do. And to think I felt like quitting a month ago when it felt like I'm getting trapped on an unfavorable situation! The great thing my prayers were heard and a solution to the dilemma was served. I know it still won't be that easy but it at least lessens my worries! I still like doing this, I'm build for this, so glad there's a new avenue to work on.

Monday, May 18, 2026

Cuneyt

 Yes, I finished something I was aiming to finish today! It was a little late but I kinda don't regret it because I needed the time and focus for this one although I do admit if I arranged things a little better but what's done is done and I pulled it off! There's still many on the plate and I'm glad for it!

Sunday, May 17, 2026

Merhaba

Took an afternoon nap because my body told me so. And now I'm a bit of a rush! It's okay though, I can handle it!  This was just a little harder than I anticipated. We'll work on this better next time.

Saturday, May 16, 2026

Apples

 Very challenging day with some things I'm dealing this wile focusing on pulling some other things too! No easy feat and not yet done! I got distracted for a while because my mind wasn't ready yet but I am back in form and let us do this!

Friday, May 15, 2026

Closed

 I made a wrong choice that aggravated something that gave me discomfort today. It sucks but hopefully tomorrow will be better. I don't want this to be an impediment because I have things to do. But I also see this in a way a means for me to take a pause and not go overboard. 

Thursday, May 14, 2026

Foot

This one thing I'm working on is quite hard! Definitely a challenge to pull it off. It's fun to do but just difficult to pull off. I need to be in a proper mindset! And the humidity is not helping things!

Wednesday, May 13, 2026

Avoid

Crazy things happening and I'm avoiding because I don't want to get frustrated anymore. Nothing will ever change. I'm already out of it for so long. Just trying to survive the best way I can! I still keep a glimmer of hope but life thought me to manage expectations along the way.

Tuesday, May 12, 2026

14DA

 So glad I was able to finish this one, at least my part! This was the one I was stressed about for a few days but so glad I pulled through. I'm always for a challenge, I still have 3 things I NEED to accomplish but I can do this! Let's do it! Being busy also helped a lot for me not to get distracted with outside stressful events! 

Monday, May 11, 2026

Rolling

I was busy all day long and that I didn't check today's news so I was overwhelmed when I saw the news when I got home. So much chaos.  I didn't bother to check the full details because I don't know, the heat is making me feel a little off so I don't this kind of stressful thing in my mind! I can't do anything about this but just feel frustrated anyway!

Sunday, May 10, 2026

Bohol

 My parents are back from a two-week vacation in their hometown (Bohol). I'm really glad to see how happy they are and they had a lot of stories to tell. They deserve it so much. My siblings, nephew and aunt joined them tool. I didn't because of work, and really I don't like vacations/travelling! I'm okay having an off day/break at home. Anywya, we picked them up earlier and it was my first time in over a decade to be in NAIA Terminal 3 and I must say it looks nice!

Saturday, May 09, 2026

Splashes

One particular interest of mine is is another shaky stage again, I understand what's going on  but it just sucks. But I just have to ignore it because really what I can even do, right? Doesn't directly affect me anyway.  I need to choose things to get too focused on really!

Friday, May 08, 2026

Survivor 50

 Enjoying Survivor 50 so much and I find myself liking Rizo and Devens whom I didn't like in their first seasons but now I find them fun chaotic especially Devens, I really enjoy him irritating Joe lol I now kinda get why they cast Joe again despite a not so remarkable first season because he is a perfect foil to the outlandish personalities, I do think he is an all around nice guy but he is so mopey. I also get the Jonathan casting now too aside that he is the type Probst has a guy crush on, he has brought on more personality this season than his first, which was just a big athletic guy persona. I still don't find anything special on Tifanny for her to return but she's not a bad presence. Also glad Au bry's presence is picking and the girl I rooted to win in Kaoh Rong is felt now! And of course, Cirie even on her 6th season is still the star! She is just so good at keeping things interesting and you really just find yourself rooting for her yet again

Thursday, May 07, 2026

[EXH]

 Okay, alright. Let's take it down a notch. Let's not make a big deal over the same thing again. I know it's hard but you owe it to yourself to protect yourself from getting frustrated over things you can simply let go. Oh Dear Lord, please guide me and make me strong to handle everything on my shoulder. I need guidance so I can stay levelheaded despite everything going on. 

Wednesday, May 06, 2026

Prodding

 I don't want to be annoyed at this point but things keep piling on and I'm already stressed over things that are inconsequential. What a waste, truly. But I can't speak about it because you can't handle the truth anyway and just turn things around and lean on nonsense superstitions. I am trying my best to control the pressure but you keep coming to mess up with my mind in a time that many things are bothering me already! Ugh!

Tuesday, May 05, 2026

Borbs

 Another stacked week, at all fronts. It's good, a bit tiring but glad to be tired about these things you know. I hope I can pull everything off nicely! Just remembered my mini meltdown over a month ago when I almost thought of doing something else! Good thing I just kept it in and didn't act out. 

Monday, May 04, 2026

Oushing

 I have this certain affinitity with a fictional character right now maybe because I could relate to it somehow. It's funny and yeah ultimately sad. Just one of those days again where I feel so strange yet again. I'll get over it. Let me wallow a little.

Sunday, May 03, 2026

Two S

 So I got the energy to do it when it's a little late now! Silly me! Well, there's still time tomorrow but I could have finished it today but  I was a bit carefree! I do love making things more complicated than it should be!

Saturday, May 02, 2026

530PM

 Read about a major change in some particular interest of mine. I get the logic behind the move though although it will be strange for it to do this after decades of it staying the same. But with the situation they are in, it makes sense. I hope it works out in the end, they deserve a reprieve

Friday, May 01, 2026

Bella

 Okay, I took a break today! Doing nothing of significance and even got hooked on a YouTube couple that the shorts algorithm led me to hahaha.  I usually avoid this type of vloggers that makes their relationship content because it feels phony but there was something about the couple that felt real to me so I got hooked hahaha. I hope my gut is right that they are genuinely in love especially since they have a child now and won't be like the other problematic YouTubers!