Grunts

 I went hard today on a specific thing and glad I accomplished it well. Now, there's more ahead I need to get done and hopefully I can make good progress tomorrow so the weekend will be not chaotic, we need to avoid that!

Metropolitan

 Some bad choices were made and I'm paying for it. Sometimes, I never learn! Charge it to experience and to aim for sounder decisions in the future.

First Look

 

Excited for this to finally grace local TV screens! I wrote the dubbing scripts for the first two episodes of Twist of Fate" and so excited to see it be alive on screen! It will premiere this Saturday 8 PM on SolarFlix!

Mid

 This is such a good interview mostly thanks to The Middle's Eden Sher's infectious energy. I love that Eden Sher still remembers they launched with Hank. The interviewer is a bit frustrating, he is kinda clueless on how TV works. Tidbit here was they were kinda tricked to do the Sue spinoff, Eden was not interested at first but she was told the producers wanted to later on she found the producers initially said no but they were told she wanted to do so. I just saw Netflix Philippines will have The Middle on their lineup soon, I'm in a for a rewatch, love that show so much

Rising

 Checked everything off my list! I really had the energy to do a lot of things on Easter day itself! Glad I was able to keep that momentum going so I can lighter load tomorrow. I do have to finish other things but at least some of the things are already done! Hoping for a bright week ahead!

Life is....

 I've been listening to interviews of Frankie Muniz and Justin (Reese) for the Malcolm in  the Middle revival, and from what I gather, it really is supposed to be a TV movie only and it looks like it was Craig's call to make it a 4-episode "event" . Frankie did say the 4 episodes are really just one continuous story and he said that the story left on a good note, that if it's really the last time it would be good place to conclude. But I think Craig wants a series revival, the show is popular overseas especially Latin America because the humor is so easily translatable to non-Americans so could be a good thing for Disney. So excited to watch it next week!

Blinking

 I failed to replicate the thing I did last year. But there's still some progress just not fully focused like last year, it's a mix of geting pre-occuping of that thing that hang over my head for many weeks and general feel laziness! But anywya, psyching myself again to finish this one!

One Minute

 Felt quite relieve the one thing I was anxious and almost made me make a big impusilve decision is taken care off already. Nabunutan ng tink as they say. I know objectively speaking it wasn't really that problematic, I just made mountains out of molehills but it's me. Anyway, tomorrow I need to do something that I held off because I was too worried about this thing that I can't focus on another thing!

Foresee

 Just as I predicted, oh well. I did make a correct choice today though but still this kind of stress / dilemma is unavoidable I guess. I'm trying my best not to get so affected by this because it is out of my control in the end. 

Long Day

Started my day earlier than normal for something which ultimately was disappointing. But I guess had to do it to kill the fire before things escalate. It made me sad as always but I just have to accept that this is it, it's not the end of the world of course and there are bigger problems so yeah, it's okay.

Mercury

 Tomorrow last day na ng Mercury branch na 'to near our office (the one connected sa Tropical Hut Makati). This branch is older than me and I've always loved its classic look tuwing nandito ako. Suki ako dito for buying medicines for Nanay (and buying snacks too!) na familiar na sakin ang staff dito. Very helpful and accommodating pa naman sila. I like it here kasi hindi masyado matao but I guess  that was a warning sign na struggling na sila. This area used to have a lot of foot traffic kasi sakayan ng bus and vans but changes sa routes that started nung pandemic and yung construction ng Makati subway (na hindi naman natapos) made them less accessible. Madami naman Mercury nearby but still this branch has a special place in my heart.

Petty Fun

 Today I unclogged and just did something that could be considered brain junk! It's fun though to not think about bigger problems because I will face that most of the time anyway. For my well-being, I need to have this kind of moments where I do nothing of important to recharge for another week ahead full of life's challenges!

Screen Time

 I caught up with my shows Abbott Elementary and Scrubs 2026 thanks to Disney+ Ha! I still have a few months left on the discounted annual plan I got last year and I'm gonna maximize it as much as I can! Back in the day I could really watch more but now my time is so divided with so many things going on but I will find time to relax! I need it!

In Line

Planning my next week with things I need to do. Really hoping my other concern will be attended to and it will go smoothly because I've stressed about that so much last time around. Anyway, glad things went good this week generally speaking. Hoping for brighter days ahead!

Pop

 I really hope the thing I was so worried about will be taken care off as soon as possible. Maybe as early as next week! Hopefully, things could run smooth, I just want some peace of mind or at least something less to worry about. I have so many on my mind I get all confused. So help me, God!

Stat

 Received some potentially good news. I don't want to jinx it but I really everything goes well so I have one less thing to worry about. Good thing I just let my frustrations to myself and posting it here on vague terms hahaha. Yeah, I needed an outlet and this is better than being outspoken. I was wrong with my initial thought anyway, the stress consumed me!I really hope things will go well soon enough!

Test

Next will be it, the deciding factor on what I should do next. Anticipating bigger stressful things but I need to be calm because I have another thing to think about this week too. Overwhelmed with so many stressful factors in my life. I wish there's a shortcut, to go to the good part already or just ignore these things but I need to protect my well being because I don't want to crash out

Diving

I'm getting confused again. I'm scared and also emotional about what could happen if I pursue it. All weekend, I felt like my decision is final then now I'm second-guessing again. I do know what could be better for me, but I'm getting cold feet again, and my people-pleasing nature is stopping me too. Oh dear Lord, please guide me.

Fotos

I've been thinking it over and over. I try not to be excited or make things up in my mind. Maybe I'll jinx it because nothing is happening yet anyway. But I need to do something, I need to protect myself, especially what lies ahead. Although I still need to give myself some space, because I could be just acting impulsively. But I want to trust my instinct now. I need to fight my fear. Oh, let's do it!

Several Months Later

As much as it pains me, because I like it and it gives me some comfort, but thinking ahead, I have to do something before I get dragged into a bigger problem on the horizon. It won't be this early yet because I need to prepare something to fall on, but I actually need to actively search for that something already because I have enough information to see that this isn't gonna work, and it seems to me that there's no better planning ahead. I hope something else happens that would stop this eventually but there's no other way but this. Oh Dear Lord, please guide me.