ISTG

 Oh my goodness, I can't help but watch youtube shorts of these two actors promoting their show! I will sound like a giggly girl but they look good together and has great rapport. I don't even watch the show they are part of but just stumbled upon while scrolling away on YouTube. I just want some diversion so I guess that's why I ate this up hahaha

40 Toons

Tired. Trying to keep it together so I won't fall apart. Because no one is gonna catch me anyway. In the end, it will be my problem yet again. I just want to escape sometimes but I know it's futile because I will think about it again anyway. There is truly no escape. I just witnessed what could happen if I don't keep it together, so stay put and just take everything in. I'm just stressing out tonight and tomorrow I'll be okay before I go back this endless cycle.

Fair Fare

 Glad the supposed fare hike was vetoed. Yes, I know everyone is affected with the oil price changes but you see once the fare increases, they will never go back down anymore even if the crisis is over. I mean, the pandemic era where we pay to make up for social distancing is still in effect up to now in our area. No one complains because what's the point? It's just unneccessary stress. Oh, the life of the working class!

Hanging Over

 I have very tough thing to do tomorrow but let's do it! I wanted to finish it today but I wasn't able to due to some reasons, self inflicted admittedly. But I'm okay, I'm gonna do this, revving up!

98th Oscars!

Some thoughts on this year's Oscars!

- Love the Amy Madigan, Sinners and One Battle After Another wins~

- Not a super fan of Kpop Demon Hunters but I love the songs! You can't deny the pop culture impact leading to its win

- Not much surprises overall except for the tie in Live Short, that was fascinating!

Degrees!

 There has been much hype today because the weather is cold because what will happen when summer time actually comes? Will the heat be that intense? Maybe so but for now I will enjoy the cool breeze!

Orders

I love the cold weather is back! Cold but not raining so that's perfect for me! Drawback is that it makes me feel lazy and do nothing of importance! But maybe that's okay! I'll think about that tomorrow lol

Caterpillar

 Here we go again, another jam-packed next few days! But this is what I want of course, and hopefully things will run smoothly this week had some slippery slopes, and partially my fault, but I will make things better this time. I need to.

Project

 I'm interested with the movie PROJECT HAIL MARY and yes the book too! I just want to be transported again to another world like I used to before. I need to get back to that and not get drownd with life's challenges. So hopefully I can push with this!

Arranging

 So I got things done while I was watching Scrubs season 1 in the background! Yes, the revival/10th season made me revisit the first season on Disney+ For some reason, I was still able to understand what I'm watching while doing a task that normally bores me because it's tedious and repetitive but I guess having my brain focused on something else helped? It's fascinating really!

Boomerang

 Gas prices all over the news.And for sure, everything will rise because of it and even if when things settle down prices for most things still high! Oh well, I don't want to think anymore.

Majesty

 Finished something I thought I couldn't but good thing I asked for help because I needed it so bad! Still have things to do but I will make things work per usual. I still have bouts of dout and fear but I don't want to let it consume me, fight on! 

Hoppers

 Glad to see Pixar's latest HOPPERS have a good box office opening! Best since Coco for an original story! A good performance for an original title is really needed because the powers that be always based on their decision on hard money and not really other factors! 

TV Thoughts!

 Scrubs revival really feels smooth, it feels so natural continuation and the new additions are well cast and feels like I've been watching them for so long already. Also, I love that the characters definitely matured but not too far from the personalities we loved in the original. This is so ready for a 22 type of order again! Hope they can make it possible!

The Richard Jewell joke on Abbott Elementary this week is so funny and random! I will always remember that movie where Kathy Bates randomly getting an Oscar nod bumping J.Lo on Hustlers lol

Patches

I still feel uncomfortable and frazzled but you gotta move on. Fears still linger but I can't be a slave of it especially seeing the effect of one who allowed herself to be consumed by it and made fatal mistakes that led her to a place she never expected to be. I feel bad but I also need to distance myself because it's consuming me as well. 

Shine a Light

Scared of something in the past that could haunt me. And the thing is, on the wide view, it shouldn't be because the rest were good and adjusted except for one that had lapses, but was not a big issue overall. But I'm paranoid and my mind go to places especially after recents shook me to the core. Oh dear Lord, please let just this be something in my mind and not really in reality. I am begging you. 

Atmosphere

 I've been dreaming a little. An escape. But I know it's just the stress talking or rather the uncomfortable feeling due to recent events. I march on and do things as best as I can. I can't help but dream again though of a more comfortable life but I know life is not like that especially with many things going on. Dreaming though even if it is far fetched keeps some fire in me.

P10

 Way to ruin a night! Always jumping to conclusions then when proven wrong you still feel victimized? So sick of this act. Oh well, as always, let things go and just move on because there's no point letting myself get stressed out over nonsense waste of time matters.

35

 One more thing to do check of my deliverables, I wanted to finish it today but when you feel something you gotta listen to it so no further consequences. Conserving energy for tomorrow's battle yet again!

Buzzers

 I could have done things more efficiently if I divided my time well but I guess it's okay in the end because I still get to do some mental breaks and take care of things