Sick

Under the weather now. First time in awhile I have gotten sick so I took a leave from work today. I had a throbbing head and had chills but good thing I feel a little better now, not totally cured yet so I'm taking another leave tomorrow just to be sure. I have things to do but I won't be thinking about it that much.

Argh!

Out of all times that I feel under the weather it had to be today when I'm close to finishing something quite hard to do. I'm really struggling to finish it off because the medicine I drank is making me sleepy! I want to finish this tonight but the bed is calling! What to do? 

Clear

Accompanied my mother for her cataract surgery and things went well. It's just one eye though because we just want to take it slowly so she won't get overwhelmed. The wait was long but the actual operation was short and Nanay said she didn't feel anything bad, thank God

Kuan

 

Nanay enjoyed this. Hearing her mother tongue spoken by celebrities was a treat for her. She enjoyed explaining some things to me. I do understand a little bisaya because growing up my parents would say it or mix it up with their tagalog. This is such a good idea for a show and looking forward to the next episodes. 

Dig

 Went to some places today to handle some stuff and it was okay in general except for some areas with traffic due to roadworks which conveniently happens when elections are near. So yeah!

Back

 In another twist, what I thought canceled was reversed! So it will happen now. I'm quite pleased although it gave me some stress but what's important is it is pushing though! Hoping for more positive news in the days to come. 

Kibosh

 Something I was working hard on the past 2 days had an unexpected change. Honestly, I'm annoyed but what I can do about it right? No one's fault though. Circumstances just weren't ideal. Anyway, there are still to work and I do hope I'll be able to make things happen. Stil hoping for some new doors to open again because I'm a little anxious already. 

Charts

 As a chart geek, seeing the Philippines Hot 100 licensed by Billboard was nice. This is not the first time though, there was an authorized Billboard PH Hot 100 too in 2017 but it shut down in early 2018 barely lasting a year. I hope this will last longer. I would have killed to have worked for Billboard PH a decade ago but I'm not that kind of chart geek anymore. Still, chart watching will always be a thing I would love to casually follow now. 

Is there?

There is something not really connected in my personal life but I'm too attached that  I try to avoid because I get too engrossed. Most of the time it is entertaining but can't help but feel bad sometimes because of it. Like right now there's some incident that triggered my annoyance, frankly anger because of past events. I should avoind getting into deep that again. I'm too old now to get lost in something inconsequential in my life. 

Kinse

My 15th year working for the same company! Time flies and cheers to more years! Grateful to have found a stable job in an area I enjoy doing. I might not earn that much but I do like my comfort zone here
especially as I grow old. 

EC

 Hoping for the best tomorrow. Actually for the whole week. I successfully managed to not dwell so much with my anxious thoughts but now that I'm about to sleep it creeped in. But I'm doing my best to hold on to hope that there will be nothing to be so worried. Please Lord.

Winds

The Filipino-dubbed version of the Korean political drama THE WHIRLWIND now streaming on Netflix! It's quite a tough project'

to do but a very interesting show nonetheless!

Pump it Up

 It was a challenge but glad I did settle two things before the weekend because if I slipped again it would be another struggle! I still have some pending things but manageable with room to do other stuff. Now, I'm looking ahead and there is still stuff to do but hopefully, more are coming because I'm getting worried again and my mind goes haywire! 

Bum

 Plans had an unexpected change today which was needed. I thought I will be able to maximize it but yeah I failed again and willingly distracted with human interest stuff! Hopefully, tomorrow is better. I had some anxious moments today as well although it was supposed to be something good but my mind just works this way

9am

 I'm nervous about something tomorrow. I tend to bury that deep in my thoughts but as always it will always find a weakness to sneak out and bother me. Oh Lord, please don't let it be something worrisome. 

A few months

 Good progress today and I really hope to keep it up. Some news I've been waiting for finally came today as well but then my mind went overboard thinking of the future. I do hope to get more positive leads this week because it's been stressful again!

Flock

I'm more of a Spotify streamer than a radio listener these days but radio still has that magic to me. I heard Billie Eilish's BIRDS OF A FEATHER on air and it sounded more beautiful. The song has been on repeat on my Spotify today! It's so good!

Transfer

 Oh, I didn't expect something. It's a big responsibility but I can handle it. And maybe it opens an opportunity to do something that will lead somewhere better. Let's see.

Fit

I got worried again that things could be going back to that level but for now it doesn't seem to be. I know this is how my fate is now but I just can't help but feel anxious all the time. I really my worst fears won't happen. 

Six

 It's been over a year since I made that colossal mistake. A mistake that led to repeated mistakes until reality finally slapped me back to my senses. From time to time I still think about how I screwed up big time but thank goodness I was able to put a stop before I feel even deeper. I'm still quite torn if that thing was necessary for me to happen or if I could have avoided it altogether if I used my brain. Nevertheless, it is something that will forever haunt me. May it never happen again.