Names

 Got stressed over some thing that I shouldn't stressed over but the approach was off! So annoyed! But I had to keep my composure and not make a big fuss out of it even if was so irritating! But I always to be the person who must understand

Ham

Hoping I will be able to accomplish my goal this weekend but for now I need to recharge, it was a very tiring week, well, 2 weeks to say the least. Just one more thing left I need to finish so I can cleared of all things needed before the holidays. But I'm already preparing for stuff I need to accomplish for 2026 because I need to be busy because of various reasons! A little stressed but thankful overall. 

Homestretch

 I'm  nearing the finishing all things I need to do. It's been quite challenging but it's been fun and that's what matters that even if it's hard to catch up with time, doing it takes me to a place where I could escape! This is what makes me hold on!

Avatar!!!

 My nephew which is basically the same age when Avatar came out told me he's gonna watch Fire and Ash. I was surprised, he's not really into movies ever since he became a teenager (video games is his life) much less watch something in a theater! Apparently, he watched the first 2 movies on Disney+ and wanna watch the third to have the theater experience of the visuals. I do wonder if a lot of the roblox/minecraft teens are interested in this because he told me his online game friends will also watch. If I think about it, this movie certainly appeals to the world-building that the Minecraft/Roblox generation likes.

Subside

 When the going gets tough I tend to forget things but now after learning of another sad moment, it reminds me despite all the setbacks, I really should be grateful no matter what. It's still better than what could have been. I always need to be reminded because when I get overwhelmed I really go on a spiral internally speaking. 

Bummer

 Another setback, not that big of a deal in the grand scheme of things but still something I felt bad. My fault too as well, I was too complacent yet again. I need to do better next time! I have to!

Down

Felt really sick today and the power went out in the afternoon. It was a rough afternoon. Hopefully things will be better tomorrow!

Bull

 Finished something again while I'm a bit under the weather. Tomorrow, I guess I could rest?  But in some kind of momentum so I want to go on and take advantage of it. But not, let's pause. I still have things pending for next week so need to recharge. Hopefully my sipon goes away soon!

13th

 Nearly done with something and I still have a few on my list to finish as well! I'm actually in the mood to do it all! Received the blessings today! Well, it's still not the same as before due to mitigating circumstances but I understand, as long as we survive. Better days ahead, claiming it!

I Don't Want to Jinx it...

 .....but I'm so happy that today didn't turn out the way I feared! Things got a little worrisome earlier and I even question myself many times on what to do but eventually I did the right thing and thank you Lord for some good news. Of course, as always, I can't rest on my laurels but still so grateful for this! Thank you, Dear Lord

Partners

What I thought was potential bad news was not the case. Yeah, sometimes I'm just too paranoid! But nice to be wrong although what's to come is still a challenge but at least it's not an actual scary thing I was conjuring up in my mind!

Choi

 Worked so hard again today but I did get help which is a relief really. Glad to know I have someone I trust who can help me out. I wish could do more for this person, though if I only the means to go beyond. Anyway, next two days, I will face some challenging situations. So help me God. Internaally, I'm so tired but gotta keep marching on

Absorb

 Some things never change. So repetitive but oh well I'm afraid a chage could also bring me stress! Can't win either way! I  just deal with things the best way I can at the moment!

Up Ahead

 The next 3 days will be hectic. I wanted to do a headstart today but I hold it off. Hopefully tomorrow I can maximize everything so things will be less frantic and chaotic! And hopefully some good news too! 

You Go!

 Busy hectic day! I slacked off a little at the start but at least I pulled myself together and went ahead to do what is needed! There were some annoying disturbance earlier on but I tried my best to be patient and went to continue! And now I'm close, let's go1

Here Again

 I got bothered again about something that is not connected to me personally but I'm attached to because it is sort of a passion. I hate being bothered by something that's so inconsequential in my real life but I can't help it. I need to detach again from that because I don't have the capacity to engage in something that causes me unnecessary anxiety on top of my real anxiety-triggering incidents!

#SpotifyWrapped2025

 As a music chart geek, #SpotifyWrapped is always a treat. I like the presentation this year! I like taking a peak at my listening stats! They have this new "Your Listening Age" feature and they mine is 18 because I listen to mostly new music but then again my top album is a Westlife album from 20+ years ago so much for that listening age ahha! My top podcasts have two audio/radio dramas because Nanay loves listening and she does marathons of this every weekend when I'm at home!''

Paper Charms

 A little annoyed but also concerned. I have to support while I'm so worried about a lot of things. I really need to stay calm because others depend on me to be the cushion. I understand the situation but I admit it's exhausting to do a balancing act. To stay low-key so others won't be to privy on you. It's hard but gotta march on.

Vessel

 See, that's why I never want to feel happy because I know it won't last, there's always something that will spoil it one way or another. There's always a catch. I just can't feel stable, every single day something will happen that will annoy me, hassle me, frustrate me, worry me. I know that's how life is and others had it worse so I have to be grateful, but even taking those into perspective, I can't help but feel so much despair even if matters that shouldn't be a big deal. I don't know how I can fix it. It's so tiring kiving this way. 

Love, Joy, Hope

 It's December! Trying to get into the holiday spirit by listening to the new ABS-CBN CSID song. It's a tradition. It's not as good as previous years to be honest but it grew on me and ABS CBN CSID songs always have that charm no matter what that still helps me get some holiday spirit despite the many worries in my mind!