Facing another recurring event again that's stressing me out as always. I do know eventually they do go away but I wish it doesn't happen often, if not at all. But I know realistically speaking it just won't. Somehow, I do wish that if these things regularly happen maybe my other fear would go away too. I would exchange for this recurring source of stress if that fear will not come to fruition.
Wednesday, March 29, 2023
Tuesday, March 28, 2023
Another day of working really hard but really not complaining. I'm grateful. It gives me something to focus on and helps me avoid going deep down into my thoughts - my unpleasant thoughts. I get immersed to a world far away from me. Sometimes a world I live in. But for now I'm fine making my adaptation to those worlds.
Monday, March 27, 2023
The hot weather is here again and the heat is just different this time. Soul sucking and legit health hazard. With that, I worry about things that could be a result of this weather. I hope it won't happen again but I'm scared. Perpetually.
Sunday, March 26, 2023
I finished it! The last pending I have this week! I did it! It was so challenging but glad I was able to do so. I still have a lot of things to do next but I think it's more manageable than the tough week I had. But you see even if it was so challenging, I loved what I do so it wasn't that horrible but yesterday I did procrastinate. I could have finished this thing way earlier if I didn't get lazy at some point yesterday! But well glad I pulled myself together to make thing work today.
Saturday, March 25, 2023
Finished all the other pending matters and only have one left to finish until tomorrow! What a challenging week it was and surviving so far. I just need to finish this thing so I can check it off my list. I still have a full week ahead but not as LOADED as this week was!
Friday, March 24, 2023
Just found out my college classmate is confined in the hospital due to brain aneurysm. I found about it when another classmate tagged me on a post from his family asking for financial help through Gcash. It reminded me of course during the time I had to do this as well to ask for help online from friends. When you are in such a difficult time, you don't feel embarrassed anymore. I sent help and really praying hard for his recovery. He is my age and it really gave me a scare as well.
Thursday, March 23, 2023
Wednesday, March 22, 2023
Tuesday, March 21, 2023
Not a good start of the day when unnecessary whining is what you face on. The bad thing is there no amount of talking it through will result to realization that bringing in bad vides in the morning is not a good thing at all. Life isn't life fiction where you could give a heartwrenching speech and people magically change. They never do. You just endure
Monday, March 20, 2023
Heat is On
Summer is here and I don't really like the heat but what can we do right? Electricity bill will blow up for sure so another concern of mine these days but oh well there are far worst problems and this is something manageable and controllable.