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I've been having a hard time dealing with stressful situations lately... or maybe not lately maybe all my life.  I just dwell on so much negativity that it consumes me a lot. But most of the time it's an internal feeling, on the surface I need to be someone who is stable because for some reason I found myself to be in a situation where people lean on me. I'm scared of breaking apart for that reason alone. God, please give me the strength to carry on each day because every time there are setbacks I fall apart inside but I continue on because it is what I have to do.