In less than 2 months, I will turn THIRTY YEARS OLD. Honestly last year all I can think about is turning 30 this year. Just see the previous posts I had. I tried my best to contain my insecurities but dear Lord I can't help but feel like a loser. Sometimes I think I'm okay then some minor thing would pop up out of nowhere and trigger these emotions yet again. I'm not gonna l that where I am right now is truly my fault. I played it safe. So afraid to make a move. So afraid to take a risk. Too lazy. No one to blame but myself.
But reaching this milestone age should give me the push to do better in life. Stop whining. Do something. Take a risk. Stop fearing the world HASSLE. Just stop